I have been laying dormant, but still gathering ideas. In gathering the ideas, the materials for more scribbles and scratches is almost infinite. Nothing in my path has changed my direction or course, the only changes in my head is the bitterness I harbor for ignorance. The degree of hatred has increased 10 fold as my tolerance for blind ignorance and blatant stupidity weakens, my self control is getting harder to fight.
I see things in everyday life that make no sense, but those who make the decisions will argue their methods till they are blue in the face! When the decisions made by those who argue and defend their actions, others are left wondering why, why they are bruised, broken, and cast aside.
Looking at how things are, seeing how I walk the straight and narrow, I often wonder why those who manipulate, steal, and cheat are rewarded. Looking at how squeaky clean I try to be, I am made out to and used as an example to others as to what will happen if the rules are broken. I see the irony, I see that I have broken not one rule and those who do stand there looking on at my pain and suffering, laughing privately, remaining care free.
The walls of my mind are closing in, and as the amount of thoughts multiply, I grow increasingly agitated with no realistic ways to drain the poisons from within. I have no outlets to relieve the pressure. Today, I have vowed to those who have followed my writing, I have promised myself that I will write. I will claw at the mortar between the bricks, I will rip out the stuffing that is filling the padded walls. I will never stop expressing myself to those in positions of authority!
The human mind is by far the most powerful object on Earth. The human mind is the most valuable tool one can use! The human mind that remains free to think is one of the most rare and prized items in existence today. To be human, to be free to think for oneself, and have the ability to act upon the impulses and freedoms is something I can only dream of. Seems as though, those in power feel it justified and right to control even my dreams.
Somehow, I will break through the bindings, I will crush the chemical chains that keeping my mind dull. I rest in the hopes that there are others out there like me, who see what is wrong, I revel in the hopes that somewhere there is at least one other person who sees through the medically enhanced, government processed control that we live under today.
Someday, we the people will see that the control we have given others in hopes of their protection was nothing but a blindfold they used to keep us in the dark and afraid. The monsters are alive and well, the monsters we fear are in all reality, the ones we hoped would protect us from them.
We are not sheep, do not herd us as such. We are free to think, do not limit our abilities. We are human, do not process us like animals. We are human, we are free to think. Those who tell us different have reason to worry.
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